♥ My Beautiful Life

♥ Sunday, May 31, 2009

hasn't been like this for years

Woke up quite late today.
About 11 plus.
Bath after using Internet for awhile.
Online for 2 hours.
Out to have lunch at McDonald.
Suppose to plan to catch a movie after lunch.
But the queue is very long.
So thinking of catching it at a later time.
But the timing is like 1 more hour to go.
Headed to arcade to have some fun.
Challenge with my two sisters and her bf.
I only won the first position out of 4 rounds.
After that we went to get some snacks and I got myself HL milk.
I need to drink the milk to help me with my digestive system.
Hahaa ! Hope it works.

Update my plan:
Wednesday probably meeting xinyi and munching for K.
Thursday going to school collect tuition grant agreement.
Same on Thursday meet my classmates for movie.
Next week onwards which is the 2nd week of June.
Should be meeting Qimei and Grace!
Anymore upcoming plan?
I'm looking for accompanion to shop at Tampines 1, Jurong Point, Northpoint.
According to the ranking.
Hahaa ! Do give me a call or a message let me know.
Please ! Dates can be discussed =)

With loves,
SINYING

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11:00:00 pm

♥ Saturday, May 30, 2009

Holiday period

Yesterday is the last day of school.
Having a 2 weeks holiday starting on coming Monday.
Yesterday Science UT is seriously bad !
Let's not talk about it.
Make me sad only.
Programming UT was so much more easier than any other module.
But there's some question I have no idea.
Hahaa!
So I have some plan for this 2 week holiday.
Making full use of it.
I started my plan yesterday night.
Have a good sleep before starting my real holiday plan.
Yesterday I went to bed at 12.
I slept till today noon.
Which is 12.
12 hours of sleep I think is not really enough.
I'm having headache for days.
Today still headache.

Plans for the holiday:
1st week most likely doing some admin stuff
and meet up with my former classmates.
As one of my classmates is going to Hong Kong for vacation.
So we will meet before she go for her holiday.
Maybe also planning K box together with them.
Rest enough too.
2nd week most likely meeting Grace for movie or K box.
Hmm.. That's all so far.
Anyone want to join can contact me.
Will update more when I have more plans coming ahead.
So friends out there reading my blog.
Miss me?
Feel free to contact me during this two weeks.
We can meet as long as I'm free.
I miss most of you.
How I wish I have an one month of holiday like secondary school.
Having sufficient sleep.
Going out how many days in a month !
And and if Liying you reading this.
You can also give me a call.
If you need my help on POA.
Do let me know because I need to read up all the POA again.
There's a limit in my help too and do catch up with what you don't know this holiday!
There will be no time for you to catch up after this holiday.
You have other subjects to handle also.
For those are taking their O Level Mother Tongue this coming Monday.
ALL THE BEST AND DO WELL.
Don't think of retaking it at the later dates.
As you can put your focus on the other subjects !!
But do consider retake if you did not do well. =)
I mean seriously consider well !
LASTLY, people don't call me early in the morning.
I may want to scream at you disturbing me sleeping.
So you can leave a message =D

With loves,
SINYING

♥ My World My Space
4:18:00 pm

♥ Thursday, May 28, 2009

Science module sucks like shit !

Super boring today !
I hate Thursday !
It's Science module that's why I hate Thursday!
Break a promise I made to myself.
I cried in class today !
Yes can you imagine out of nowhere !
When this stupid Science facilitator was teaching.
I was freaking fed up by myself.
Yes is not anyone fault.
I was so pekcek with myself.
I seriously don't understand a single shit of the Science.
Ever since the first lesson !
But the first 4 lesson I studied the 6P so I'm sort of understand le.
But every time I attend his lesson I just don't get a shit what is he talking about.
Seriously ! Not a SINGLE thing !
Previous lesson I somehow understand so I tried my best to explain during my presentation.
What I get in return still a 'C' grade !
I'm being very very stress because I scare I will pull down the grade of my team !

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11:52:00 am

♥ Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Injured my finger =(

I was freaking in pain this evening !
I hit my fingernail on this flapper.
The flapper located at RP library South entrance !
Seriously it hurts like nobody business.
I don't want to let my tears flow out.
But is like freaking pain till my tears is already filling half my eyes.
Thanks Erica for the tissue.
If not I don't know where the blood goes.
Although is only a little bit of blood because is bleeding in my nail !
Till now is still pain !
I now can only type without that injured finger.
I cut my nails already.
Erica and Kelvin been telling me keep long nails blablabla.
But yeah being a good girl need to cut off my nails as I was told !
When I'm cutting that injured fingernail my eyes can't contain the tears.
It's flowing like nobody business.
It's freaking pain !
But thanks my nanny.
His being very nice. =)
This nanny is free of charge and his adorable ho ?
Too bad readers you don't get to see his adorable face.
Hahaah!
Oh ya he being very handsome k ?
Hahaa ! You have a handsome side la.
If not he going to give me that stupid face again.
Anyway, today maths UT I'm going to FLUNK for sure !
Seriously! I'm super sad.
Okayy going to sleep in awhile more.

With loves,
SINYING

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11:33:00 pm

♥ Thursday, May 21, 2009

Pictures and random

Guess what ?
It's Akina's fish.

Which is my friend =)

After that day workshop, met Grace for the movie "I love you, Man"
Okayy I'm basically repeating what I have said two post ago.

Xinyi's Pork cutlet.

After the workshop, went to eat with Xinyi like I mentioned.
My Teriyaki Salmon.

That's how long I didn't have a good sleep.
Exhausted face.
But it was taken after the Confidence workshop on Saturday at SMU.
After we tried their product on our face ! Yes ! On our face !

Find this familiar ? The word is fish of course.

Okayy I took it from facebook.

Credit them.

LOOKING THE FIRST PHOTO !

SEE THE EARPHONE IN THERE ?

It's injured already !

The left side of the earpiece is like you need to make the wire into some angle then can hear.

Blame the Science facilitator for spoiling one side of it.

Due to last week Science lesson on the Electrons, Protons and stuff.

He used my earpiece to show the motion of electrons !

He just took like nobody business and start swinging MY earpiece !

Now is like half side dead.

My music need to play very loudly now.

I can't have two side of ear piece on !

I need to get a new earpiece man !

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Anyway, I'm typing all this crap and so free because now I'm still at RP library.

Emo-ing.

Okayy! Means being alone.

It's still raining so I decided to stay here a little longer till the rain is smaller.

Somethings I seriously feel like telling you or maybe I can consider blogging it here.

But I feel that no point. Some time some things keeping to myself is better.

If I would to blog here the whole wide world is going to know hell what I want to tell you.

Okayy maybe not the whole wide world.

But telling you in person or even start to sms you.

What's the point ?

You may know how I felt.

But you may not know how I felt either.

I have to wake up from my dreams and stop dreaming.

Who knows what I mean when I say I'm okayy?

At the different occasion the meaning is different.

Okayy read till here, NEVER EVER THINK IS YOU, YOU OR YOU !

Yes don't think is you !

Seriously I mean what I say !

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Yesterday just had my FIRST UT in RP.

Our class is like start counting down since the timing is like 9 more mins.

The facilitator there see us so excited keep want us to cool down.

Hahaaa !

I mean we are like so excited and scare.

When is like 1 min left.

Some of us is like freaking excited liao.

When it comes to like 10 seconds.

Really sounds like counting New Year lo.

But we are asked to keep quiet at the last 5 sec.

Hahaa !

Finished my first UT.

Hope I can do well.

PLEASE !

Tomorrow is Science UT.

That's explain why I'm in library since like 4pm.

While I suppose to be have something on.

I finished my 6P already. SO...

I'm blogging here.

I think I'm leaving soon.

Since is like already 6.30pm now !

With loves,

SINYING

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5:56:00 pm

♥ Monday, May 18, 2009

happy birthday to shuyi

Today is shuyi's birthday.
She's my les =D
Yeah okayy not my real kind of like les la.
I still love guys k?
Hahaa !
I love my hubby most =)
You should be happy reading this uh !
I have never wrote this before right ?
Anyway, hasn't been meeting les for quite some time.
Seriously I miss you like mad !
After you left school since secondary 4.
Something seems to lack in me.
The person who I always talk crap with and share my feeling with.
Someone reminds me of you today.
Seriously !
I miss the time where I use my finger to rub your palm.
Make you sleep.
You always do mine too.
I miss that.
We did that since like primary 6 !
Remember we go Science Centre as a class.
We like those small primary school kids holding hand, swing here and there.
Never do that with anyone but you !
Hahaa !
Also using our long hair making the ear itch.
Those are every little things we do together.
Those days during primary 6 Chinese lesson we never failed to like talk across the class.
From one end to the other end.
Although we do quarrel over small little things.
Remember haikel ?
I can't locate him.
If I can, I seriously want to apologise to him.
Being so cold to him !
Don't ask me why I treat him so cold last time.
I mistaken. I miss him never brush his teeth or never bath and rush to school sitting beside me with the un-iron school uniform, tell me why he late.
Me being very bad tell him to shut up because he didn't brush his teeth.
Remember the biggest fight we have is you being petty?
We writing 6 pages or even more of foolscape paper.
Never waste any single lines.
Remember me writing Messenger 6.2?
I can't really remember tho.
When are we really going to meet?
Will we still be able to chat like there's no tomorrow?
Or I have so much to tell you but don't know where to start from?
I hope you are reading these.
Even if you don't I still say what I really wanted to say.
The whole purpose of this whole chunk of words is to tell you that I miss everything we do together. Remember our lao di fang in primary school.
Running around with me to avoid that someone naming Mr D !
Hahaa !
I realised I'm blogging way to long.
Last but not least HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY !
See you around =)

With loves,
Sinying

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11:11:00 pm

♥ Saturday, May 16, 2009

Confidence workshop .... I love you, MAN

Today went to SMU with Xinyi to attend confidence workshop.
We signed up during the Marketing IG talk.
It's quite fun and I sort of enjoyed.
Reach there around 10.30am le ba.
Waited for the rest to report and started.
A very brief introduction of ourself and get things started.
Elaine Heng a image consultant taught us the right ways of cleaning our face.
About one and half hour we are doing the cleaning, mask, toning and moisturise.
I saw Koo Qiu Ping anyone remember her?
Anyway, she's my primary school friend.
I think Primary 5 chinese class.
Hahaa ! I bet she can't even recognise me.
Lucky me didn't call out to her.
If not I'm going to embarass myself.
She still look the same.
But her posing for her cat walk is too exaggerating.
Make me laughed.
Sorry my bad.
Last half an hour, doing so called "cat walk" ?
One girl and one boy will be selected and will get a chance to be in Teenage Magazine.
Cool right ?!
After workshop went to eat at one expensive "foodcourt"
Xinyi is so going to agree with me.
Hahahaa !
Parted with Xinyi, she's going to AMK to K-box with her sister.
Headed back to Woodlands to help my mum get some thing but don't have.
Rushed back to Malaysia like nobody business to meet up with Grace for movie.
I want to watch "Angels and Demons" !
We supposed to be catching that movie at 2pm.
Changed to 3pm.
I failed to reached at 2 or 3 !
Actually can make it at 3 !
But due to the bad jam at Malaysia custom !
So watched 3.40pm "I LOVE YOU, MAN".
Not a bad movie. Quite a few laughing point.
After movie, didn't eat our after-movie-snack which is ROJAK.
Grace went home I think, so I went home too.
We will have our next meet up during my June holidays =)
(Photos will be up soon when I transfer it from my photo)
I will be going to Melaka tomorrow like so early.
But hope can come back early too.
I need plenty of sleep.

With loves,
SINYING

♥ My World My Space
11:00:00 pm

♥ Thursday, May 14, 2009

Overdue picture and.....

That's my team for Science module.
Missing out is Wanting, who drop out from school already.
Me, Wuyu(everything also ask him), Nad(always crap with me), Faiz always caught him using lian shu.
FYI: Lian shu is a chinese word.
Basically for those who don't know Chinese is Facebook in English !
Hahaa ! I came out with it !
It came by when I was talking to Finna about him.

Squinted face of mine with Nadhir and the CEO(faiz)
Okayy you can pronounce faiz as fareast.

This is Nadhir !
Taken today after we I finish the PowerPoint slides for Science.

That's the people I always crap with.

Photo taken using Germin's webcam.

Nadhir's lollipop.

He was eating the lollipop.

Go and smoke with his friends.

Ask me to hold his lollipop.

I didn't heard him saying he's going to smoke.

I thought he want to go toilet which will be back very fast.

Then I realised he went to smoke.

So I put the lollipop on my laptop.

How smart can I be?

Hahaa !

The moon I took the day after I found it being very bright and round.

Which is like Sunday I saw it when I was on the way home from dinner.

Monday morning I took a photo of it from my balcony.

This is a seriously a very belated birthday present for my dear friend.

My grandma came to my house on Sunday to celebrate Mother's day too.

We never took photo together before.

But I took this during Chinese New Year.

Next week will be the UT !

Cannot say I'M NOT STRESS when everything is written on my face that I'M STRESS !

Almost everyone in the class find me a crazy women.

I'm messing my hair like nobody business because I can't do the ppt!

Screaming and singing like mad in class today. =x

Jiashui for me k? Don't jiayou !
I'm fat enough already.

I'm lacking of water only.

Fine those who can't understand must be cursing me.

FYI: Shui is water in Chinese.

Maybe those cliques of mine will understand even Indian or Malay.

I may or may not be blogging till after my UT ?

No idea ! It still depend on my sudden feel.

With lots of loves,

SINYING

♥ My World My Space
9:34:00 pm

♥ Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy mother's day.

My mummy and me.

That was taken century years ago.

Her hair and my hair still short.

And I'm so freaking FAT !

Ate a lot in Thailand la !

Want to know how long ago?

Take a look at the date in the photo.

Okayy la. It's taken when I was away at Thailand when O lvl result release .

Remember friends?

Hahaa !

Okayy. That's the one and only photo I took with her.

Happy Mother's Day to her and all my friends' mummy.

Grace and Jenn, don't know if you guys know I text both your mummy.

Hahaa ! Wishing them Happy Mother's Day.

Went to have dinner at one of the shop at I don't really know where.

It's delicious.

Hahaa !

This year me being very broke didn't get my mum gift

or treat her eat or even give money to her.

See?! I'm a bad daughter right !

But there's actually a shared gift between the sisters.

Nothing really much to blog about le.

That's it for today ?

I'm going to sleep in no time.

Tomorrow there's school.

Night toodles.

With loves,

SINYING

♥ My World My Space
10:50:00 pm

♥ Saturday, May 09, 2009

I find this box so cute =)
Guess what inside ?

This is the bao inside.

It taste not that bad la.

Not well taken by me =P

Not a professional la.

This is my nail colour for today k?

A self draw medicure. =)

Outcome not bad.

It's not very obivious for the two colour combination.

I chose to use the shiny pink(base) and shiny silver(tip)

It's really not obvious but if you look closer you will be able to see it.

I want to get nude colour la !

I also need good transparent nail poilish, a good white and black nail polish !

As many colour as I can get !

Feel free to donate me some nail polish !

Hahaa ! I want to play combination again!

Went city square today.

Sister and me got the buff and make the nails shiny shiny de.

I want to get the 4 sided de.

But no more !

I want to get the 3 sided de but didn't.

Went to look around for other.

Found one also 3 sided and bought it !

CHANG CHANG ! (Grace rmb this ?)

I buff my nails and it looks bling bling and smooth!

Went to the chocolate gallery near my house.

Actually not very near to my house.

But still considered near.

Bought RM80 for just some chocolate product.

Powderful right ?

Hahaa !

Alright I'm going to bath now.

Suddenly I miss someone.

Hahaa !

Ain't we suppose to meet on the February end or even March end?

Tsk ! Plan failed la.

We must meet one day k ? =)

Hope you will be reading this and see this.

I miss you =]

I hope you feel the same too la.

OPPS ! Hahaa !

With loves,

SINYING

♥ My World My Space
9:46:00 pm

♥ Sunday, May 03, 2009

Typical day at home

Hahaa !
Today Sunday leh.
Know what ?
Pretty typical day at home.
Surfing the net.
Watching YouTube video.
Cleaning up the house like a typical house girl.
Hahaa or maybe an old-fashioned house girl.
Let's not be a housewife anymore.
It will make me think of someone.
And to be young NOT old I'm a girl/lady. =)
I do really wonder does my maid clean the house?
Hahaa ! Because is really so dirty leh.
Doesn't matter because is so much cleaner now =D
So much happier for me.
I love clean environment.
So... I'm so happy !

Oh and I tried the different matching colours for medicure.
Now with my long nails I can do that french medicure.
Don't have to worry I will scratch anyone.
Because I won't get in contact with the person who I always accidentally scratch.
But I'm cutting my nails away soon because of one of my nails is a little chipped off.
TSK !
Ohh and I mixed and matched.
So fun fun fun !
I come up with two not bad combination.
Don't know which one to choose so didn't paint my nails.
Hahaa !
First combination is my favourite shiny pink with OPI shiny silver.
Pink as the base and silver as the tip.
Second combination also my favourite shiny pink as base
but with a milky silver as the tip.

Ohh I have a few new hairstyle for school .
Actually no la.
I won't style my hair for school but maybe I can give it a try.
I watch videos on make up and hairstyle.
COOL COOL !
Hahaa !
The Halloween make up stylo milo.
But I will never do that !
HAHAA !
Alright nothing much to update.
Won't be update till I feel like it. =)
TATA !

With loves,
Sinying

♥ My World My Space
7:05:00 pm

♥

希望我不会后悔。。。

刚刚说了些话。。
很伤人但还是从我口中说出了。
我会后悔吗？
也许会吧？
我也不知道。
也许是想了很多吧？
该是放手了吧？
这样做会失去一位很要好的好朋友。
失去一位我很相信的好朋友。
经过那天所发生的事。
我还是没办法克服所有的恐惧。
和你在一起时，还是觉得怪怪的。
也许你看不出我感觉不自在。
自从那天所发生的事之后我一直很犹豫和你走的太近。
不知道你有没有察觉到。
但是如果你认为我还是像以前一样，那你错了。
我发现我变了！
变了很多！
我很害怕下一次这样的事发生我真的会变得很奸！
我很害怕说出一些不是人说的话如：
1。有本事就把你的男朋友管好。
2。如果在一起这么不相信自己的男朋友？
3。有本事就把他绑得紧紧的，不要怪别人和他走得很近。
像这样的话我还没说过。
但。。。我真的害怕有一天这些话会从我口中说出。
我真的害怕破坏你们之间的关系。
说真的。。。不管你说我会不会引向你们的感情。
我心里的结还是打不开。
真的很对不起。
我心里也不好过。
或者我还是需要时间吧?
但我认为就算过了一段日子, 我们也不会那么好了.
就像我们之间隔着片玻璃一样.
还是有距离.
接下来我也不知道我会做出什么决定.
我到底怎么了?
我也不知道?!
最后还是要向你再一次道歉.
对不起!
谢谢你当了我的好朋友.
你让我知道什么是好朋友.
什么叫能依靠的朋友.
也许就是我太过依靠你,所以受到的伤害才是那么大的.
就因为我相信有你,这一切不会发生.
但最终....还是这样的结果.
不能全都怪你.
我也错了.
我做了这样的选择.
后果还是要自己承担.
希望你读过了,
希望你能谅解.
读过了请你告诉我.
因为我要把我的部落格锁起了.
祝你们长长久久幸福快乐, 永远在一起哦! =D
我没有要和你抢男朋友.
不用担心=)
只要相信你们能永远在一起, 就一定做得到.
接下来的日子没有人能听我诉苦, 发牢骚了.
也没关系因为能把一切藏在我心里.
晚安了!

还有朋友们读过了,不要担心我. =)
一切都很好.
FYI: 请别问我发生什么事 =))

Signing off at 1.22am.
Sorry for those who can't read chinese again.
Apologise for my lousy chinese.
Good night readers !

♥ My World My Space
12:22:00 am

♥ Saturday, May 02, 2009

Bad headache start my day...

This is something interesting.
Hahaa. Caution on my face. =)

Okayy I damn bu shuang face but with that PEACE ok ?

First attempt. Better than we expect.

Second attempt.
So both of us were happy to take photo together.

The happy Grace met me on Thursday.

Above are some picture as I say I will post it as soon as possible.

There it is.

Since yesterday evening I wasn't in a good mood.

Firstly, my sister complain that the black bookshelf attract mosquito.

Want to remove it one day.

So my daddy came home from work.

Move the shelf out to the living room.

The first shelf is all her magazine and some piano stuff.

Second is some of my files and books.

Third shelf there is a mixture of books.

So the shelf was moved out, she came home and kicking a fuss

about the shelf adding mess into the living room.

So my daddy want me to remove my stuff off the shelf.

I WAS LIKE WHAT IS IT GOT TO DO WITH ME ?

Those stuff is after clearing my secondary school stuff already can?

Those left behind are some notes and files that my younger sister may need to use.

So it was left there la.

I was so tired and I didn't want to move those things la.

I also don't know if my sister need to use a not la.

My daddy keep asking me to see if those books and notes need a not.

I told them I'm not a fortune teller k ?

I don't know !

So daddy didn't ask me anymore.

He totally can tell I'm not happy at all.

So my daddy asked my maid to wipe the shelf.

There's some bags on the floor beside the shelf.

So MY MAID said Whey ! Your bags on the floor leh ? Don't anyhow put leh ?

Okayy is in malay. Something like that.

I can't translate la.

I almost scold her F can ?

Firstly, is NOT MY BAGS !

Secondly, can't she just place it properly somewhere ?

Thirdly, just keep her mouth shut and wipe what she need to la.

I shouted at her like freaking mad already.

So she went very quiet already.

From that on, nobody talking to me.

ARGH !! I'm having HEADACHE NOW NOW NOW !!!

I'm listening to songs and watching tv at the same time.

So byebye !

With loves,

SINYING

♥ My World My Space
7:00:00 pm