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♥ Monday, August 31, 2009

movie: where got ghost and happy teachers' day.

Went to watch where got ghost with wanxuan, jenn and zhonghoau.
Watch at cwp cathay tho.
Was suppose to watch Final Destination but only zh and me can get in.
So we change the tickets to "bandslam"?
But then we think that we should catch "where got ghost"
So we changed it to the movie.
Coincidentally we were in the same row as power, jf, wh, xj.
But we were at the side, they at the middle.
Hmm don't really like the movie storyline.
I think I expect too much?
Hahaa. After movie, sent xuan to take cab as she is having tuition at cck.
Jenn, zh and me went to metro.
Jenn needs to pass something.
So I went to get a little food and went to queue at 950.
Miss those days our bagus gang go home together.
Zh accompanied both Jenn and me to queue and wait for bus to come.
Zh left when both of us got up the bus.
So our Mr Lim left and went to JP I think.
Hahaa.
Happy Teachers' day to our dear Woodlands Secondary School teachers.
Especially to our bagus Mr Lim.
Hahaa.

The previous was about movie which is after teachers' day celebration.
Now I talk about the celebration.
Suppose to meet Grace at 9am at Malaysia custom.
But as usual I'm always late.
Hahaa. So headed to school together.
Don't dare walk in the hall.
So called Jenn and ask her come out to walk us in.
Hahaa. High class people like me sit on table and not chair.
I'm just kidding.
I sat on table through out the whole performance.
Qimei came and joined me.
Loitered around in school hall to look for teachers.
Went in staffroom to disturb teachers again then to HOD room to disturb.
I think almost all the teachers I get to meet up with.
Did I miss out anyone?
I'm not very sure tho.
Hahaa. Loiter in school after visiting all the teachers I can rmb.
Waited for my dearest wanxuan to come to school.
Wait till all my friends left the school already.
Left a few of us.
Suppose to have lunch with roxanne and clique.
But didn't, because the weather was melting almost all of us.
So we bus to cwp instead to have pizza hut.
Had pizza hut with wanxuan, zhonghoau, guoxi, leongseng, xianyao.
Jenn went back to change and get some stuff because she's going msia with me.
Grace left as she have some thing on.
Suppose to go SP with roxanne and clique but I didn't go.
As I have some thing on later on.
So I can't go till too far, so I ps-ed them and went to watch movie.
Hopefully we get to meet up again !!
I really miss those days in school la.
TSK !!
Okayy I'm way blogging too long.
Got to go and I'm craving for tomyum =P
Should have joined roxanne and clique for lunch.
I think I go have korean maggie mee instead.
Grace, send me the photos asap. =x

xoxo,
sinying. =D

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7:50:00 pm

♥ Saturday, August 29, 2009

a long endless night...

Wondering why am I up at this hour blogging?
I can't sleep.
I went to bed at 3 plus am, yet I'm here again at 6am in the morning.
Find the night so long, so hard.
Realised that I hardly even slept.
Hardly even blink my eyes.
I thought I was really tired.
But I couldn't sleep at all.
What is happening to me?
I tossed and turned whenever I close my eyes, I see you.
Did I do the right thing in the first place?
Oh fcuk! I really hate this feeling.
I think my pillow is too wet for me to sleep on.
I don't know why my eyes just couldn't stop flowing out tears.
So I decided to keep myself awake then.
Since I can't get to sleep and when I lay down on my bed.
When I look at my phone time.
Ahh.. I think of you.
Then tears keep coming out.
This process keep repeating itself till I don't know what I'm going through.
Tell me wtfcuk am I going through?
Never been this way.
So torturing, it's killing me.
I wish I never knew you and started every single shit.
Which is making me so miserable now.
Having a bad headache few days ago.
It's still there and I couldn't sleep.
It's so pain to not-close my eyes and sleep.
I tried and tried to sleep.
I swear the night seems never ending.
Why don't I wake up with a sunny sunny bright sun shoning through the orange colour curtain and wake me up instead?
Why do I have to kept my eyes open through the night?
It seems such a long endless night to me.
Really.... I think I drain my whole body water out through my eyes.
Hopefully the night ends and morning please come asap.
I rather stay the morning and noon alone than to spend the night alone.
Don't know why it just seems the night is so long.
I swear I need to really sleep.
My headache is @#$&^&!%*@%#$* killing me.
I hope someone right now could hit me and let me faint.
So that I can "sleep!"

*I just hope you don't read this and know all this that I'm going through.
*I hope I can get this sleep this RIGHT minute.

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6:02:00 am

♥ Thursday, August 27, 2009

What's passion?

Passion is a strong feeling or emotion. (From google.)

My passion is music.
It's already part of my life when I was young.
I love piano.
I love the notes.
I love the songs.
I love the rhythm.
S-T-O-P !
Where's all these again?
I stop my piano lesson when I was in Secondary 3.
I left all these because I wasn't born in rich family.
I chose to gave my passion up, not either one of you.
The moment there, where I was left to choose.
I always remembered.
I lied about me will not have time to practise.
I lied that I'm worried about my Secondary 4 'N' level.
When I was only in Secondary 3 !
You asked if I would want to take a break off.
I hesitate for a few minutes and I said 'YES'.
A second right after I said that, I regretted.
I know at the moment if I said 'no'
Life at home is all facing quarrels.
Who loves hearing quarrels?
Of course NOT.
I chose this so that I can stop all these.
Now, I was asked if I want to resume.
Hesitated again.
So stop right there asking myself.
Can I still be able to do all these after 3 years?
CAN I?
Will X look down on me?
Like she always do?
I don't know what I should do now.
All I'm left with is all this questions that I have to handle.

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11:45:00 pm

♥ Wednesday, August 26, 2009

close to nothing

When I'm in silent, doesn't mean that you can bully me.
Someone birthday is approaching.
21st birthday?
Having celebration out there.
I don't even know.
I was only noticed by some other people.
I wasn't invited, so I was here ranting?
True!
Because all those things we gone through together, no longer exist.
Never been this way before.
Never felt so hurt for so long.
Never felt that you don't belong to me, us anymore.
Never felt that we ain't that close anymore.
Never had we sat down and talk together anymore.
Never lie on the bed till late midnight talking.
Never share our food anymore.
Where's all these?
It's all gone.
FACE THE FACT MY DEAR !
Ahh I feel like I'm talking to myself again.
Never mind. I just need to face the fact !!
This is my blog, I blog what I want, I blog all I care !
Whoever want to ask so much, you are welcome not to visit this blog of mine.
Or please, kindly for this once press Alt-F4 for this post.
You can ask but why asking so much?
Does it even concern you?
Will you lose your appetite when I don't tell ?
No?! Obviously NOT!
Yes? Who are you lying to?
Ah. Fine. Spend your time with your boyfriend and friends on your celebration.
Hope you enjoy.
I don't think you will even read my blog.
But if you do, then be it.
That's all I want to say..

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11:07:00 pm

♥ Tuesday, August 25, 2009

It's over....

Firstly, UT3s is finally over.
Yesterday Maths UT.
Okayy la. I don't think I can get a B already.
Never mind. Hopefully a C please !
Because I was so tired and sick to even concentrate.
Didn't really study because I'm sick.
So I bet the result won't be anyway good.
Tsk. Never mind. It's over. Let's not dwell over it.

Secondly, today was Programming UT.
Hmm.. Quite difficult.
Although I managed to nonsense something into all the questions.
Hopefully a C also.
Because I don't want an alphabet D at all.....
I did study but I think it didn't get through my brain =(
So.. Ya forget it. It's over =)

Thirdly, today is the last day with my dearest W16E mates.
Hopefully everyone will enjoy their holiday.
I know some of you may be working.
But hope you all enjoy working too.
Earn a lot a lot money then come treat us eat k?
Hahaaa. I'm just kidding =D
Those who are having outing.
Enjoy too. =D
You guys/girls have made an all strangely-mates class to a lively-close class.
We disturb facilitators, have fun with facilitators.
Deliveries during our swine flu period.
Carry Haikel into other classes.
Rolling of chairs outside classes.
All these little funny things is the memories of our W16E oh !
Hahaa.

I'm so going to meet up with Grace and Jenn.
Not forgetting others.
Qimei, roxanne, boma, mairni.......more to come.
Who else going back during Teachers' day??

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4:03:00 pm

♥ Sunday, August 23, 2009

movie: up

Went to catch "UP" with my mummy, sisters and sister bf.
Quite a nice movie tho.
Worth watching. =)
You guys must be thinking I'm crazy.
Tml UT yet I go watch movie.
Because I was sick so there wasn't any mood to study la.
And seriously till now I'm totally having no mood to study at all.
Haiss.....
Feel so dead.

xoxo,
tsy.

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10:36:00 pm

♥

sick = torture.

Have been sick since last friday after Cognitive UT.
Down with fever and cough.
Got better yesterday and fever recovered.
But down with cough and flu.
What a time to get sick?
Tsk. Anyway it's so common to me.
Always at those exam period I will get sick.
Now I'm still having cough and flu.
I'm feeling slight feverish already.
I think tonight I need to eat back all those medicine again.
=((
But for the sake of tml UT performance.
I still need to eat so that I can recover asap.
Off to rest awhile then continue with maths =s

xoxo,
ying.

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5:46:00 pm

♥ Thursday, August 20, 2009

UT3 days..

Surprisingly today is already Thursday.
Without knowing that I hasn't been blogging for 3 days.
Ahh... Nothing special about me not blogging la.
So 2 days of UT3.
First day was Enterprise UT3.
Hmm. I think was quite okayy la.
There's of course some questions that I don't know la.
Studied Science in library with my bff.
Study till I headache ah.
The stupid cell cell thingy, hit and run thingy, atom thingy.
My tian ! Almost wanted to bang the wall and die ah.
Hahaa. But rested for awhile and as usual walk walk a bit.
My clique will know my style. =)
Or even eat our tidbits eh?
Haha.
Back home and can't really get those science thing in my brain.
Trying so hard till I got sick.
Had medicine and able to study longer then went to bed.

Today Science UT3.
Morning was rather stress!~~~
Woke up and my brain is already thinking about Science.
But reached school I was rather relax.
Slowly had my tea and prepare my stuff to be put on table.
Open 6P and walk here and there.
Settled down but didn't start studying.
=P
Only started asking some question to my friend to clear a little of my doubt.
Thanks to ruihan and finna there to help me.
Started UT3 and find it actually not that hard as I thought.
I think I'm thinking too much again.
I rather think is too hard than to think it as too easy.
Because if I think is too hard, when it turns out to be easy then I will be happy.
When I think it as too easy, when it turns out to be hard then I will be emo-ing.
Yeah? AGREE?
Ahh. I'm stopping here. Going to bath and prepare for tml Cognitive UT3.
ALL THE BEST FOR THE REST OF MY UT3. =D

ying ah ying.

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8:16:00 pm

♥ Monday, August 17, 2009

Photos on yesterday..

Mummy's birthday cake.
Elder sister's birthday coming up next she's the next to cut the cake.
Followed by younger sister.
So I took the photos.
We cut the cake at night.
So my younger sister wore pyjamas =x
So am I =P

Out with my mummy yesterday to Bugis.

Meeting my aunt and cousin there.

So we went out in the afternoon.

Reach bugis about 4 plus already.

I told my mummy to shop a little before meeting aunt.

So we went to shop a little.

I saw cotton on and I asked my mummy to take a look.

But I didn't want to spend mummy's money on that.

Because.... read on and you will know.

Went to find aunt and cousin.

So that's the photos I took with cousin.

Actually there's about 30 photos I took with him =x

He simply can't let me go.

He hug me so tight and climb up and down on my back.

I was rather exhausted carrying him up and down.

Left the place to Bugis Junction to get a new phone.

Not me but my mummy getting a new phone.

So helped her lo.

Met up with my friend to join us for shopping.

Since my friend is bored so was asked to join me.

Have dinner together as usual.

Went to shop for my school bag.

Ohh that's why I didn't get the cotton on stuff. =x

Got two bags from ZINC.

One is younger sister de and of course one is MINE.

I so love my mummy.

Spent money on me when is her birthday uh.

Bad me. But at least I hope she enjoyed.

xoxo,

Sinying =D

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10:34:00 pm

♥ Sunday, August 16, 2009

Happy birthday to mummy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY.
Again, I'm the first to wish her happy birthday.
=D
Text brother at 11.59pm reminding him mummy's birthday in 1 min time.
Hahaa. The usual reminder.
So he called mummy at about 12 plus.
Mummy was happy that he called.

----YESTERDAY----
Woke up quite late because I really need a lot of rest.
I have been in bad mood recently.
So I think partly because of not enough sleep ba.
Others may be due to the stress I have been accumulating.
UT3UT3UT3UT3UT3UT3UT3UT3UT3UT3UT3UT3UT3
I was very much pekcek when I log in to leo just now.
Cognitive facilitator marked me late.
Thanks uh !
You say you giving us a 15 mins grace time.
Asshole. You didn't keep your words.
In the very first lesson, you said that to the class.
Yet you marked me late!
But never mind. Since you are pregnant.
Don't want to provoke you.

Was out at 4pm to Desaru to have dinner.
Travelled 2 hours there.
Ate about an hour.
Travelled back 2 hours home.
Was rather tired so on the way to the place, I was sleeping.
But on the way back, I didn't slept but using laptop.
There's nothing much.
I didn't took any photos today but my sister took some photos.
If I'm getting it from her then I will post it up.
If not I won't post the photos up.

sinying.

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12:20:00 am

♥ Friday, August 14, 2009

all is my choice to make...

Have been rather trying to be attentive in class this week.
Today Science was quite stressing tho.
But I managed to really survived and stay awake.
Even participated in the revision.
Amazing ba =)
I participated really into it.
Facilitator was rather surprising that actually I can do the drawing and calculation.
Although I always never pay attention in class =x
But there's some topic that I wasn't clear, so I keep asking questions.
Left school quite late today.

Thinking that tomorrow I should go out and study for my UT3.
Wanted to asked my friends to study together like how I used to mug with my clique.
But I think we will always ending up talking, playing....etc.
Which doesn't include studying.
Hahaa. So I was thinking studying it alone like last time I do.
But I don't want to travel out early in the morning just to go library and study.
At home will have too much distraction. =s
So I think tml if there's no plan.
I will be locking myself in the room to study.
I wonder if I really can do it?
Since after so long I hasn't been locking myself up to study.
I'm going to bed now.
Feel rather sick.
Since when I became so prone to sick?

xoxo,
sinying =D

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11:31:00 pm

♥ Tuesday, August 11, 2009

return school after holidays..

Like my title "return school after holidays"
Sounds like I have a long holiday uh?
Yeap. Somehow it is long. 4 days?
Today I was late to school but cognitive faci have a 15 mins grace time.
So I'm still not late.
The moment I stepped in class was like eeeerrrr..
Feel that I miss this class so much.
Quite lost tho.
I bet I miss a lot of fun on Friday.
As today they kept saying something I don't understand.
Ahh, But never mind.
Cognitive today was average.
I think one of my team mates today was rather moody?
In the morning, he was quite okayy.
But after the lunch break he seems a bit moody.
Rather scary when I saw him very bu shuang during presentation.
Thought he was pekcek with me.
Because I think I didn't really do anything.
But just editing the slides and adding some points.
So I thought I was at fault.
But turn out is there is another logo in his laptop that he edited later.
So was quite ease after knowing that is not my fault.
Phew~
Gave him the sweet I bought since he seems unhappy.
As usual, I always provide sweet for the class.
Getting few packs of sweet for my class this week ba.
Since we are having our UT3 soon, holiday soon, changing class soon soon !!
Needs to sleep in early today.
Because tomorrow enterprise which I need to pay attention if not faci going to say I seems tired again.

xoxo,
yinggyingg.

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10:45:00 pm

♥ Monday, August 10, 2009

ahhh.. school tml =(

Hasn't been updating my blog.
So I'm here to update my blog.
Didn't attend school on Friday like I stated in the previous post.
It's very rare to hear/see me never attend school.
I didn't attend as I was really so sick of school.
Friday stayed at home in the morning.
Late afternoon went out with my parents.
Have snacks together after everything was done.
Saturday out with my friend to JP.
Totally spent a lot of time there.
But still have fun.
Late home and so exhausted.
Sunday out with my mum and sisters for shopping.
Feels like all these days I have been shopping a lot.
But didn't really get anything.
As for today whole day rotting at home.
So there's nothing to write about.
Tomorrow going to school ba.
A bit reluctant to go to school.
Somehow addicted to not attending school =x

xoxo,
sinying.

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9:53:00 pm

♥ Thursday, August 06, 2009

Torturing days..

Click to enlarge.
Take a look at our united classmates.
Look at our pm.
Thanks to hafiz, mustaffa, germin, saliyana, ruihan.
Thanks to them we complete this.

Kym and ah-ying

Nadhir and Ah-ying

Taken ytd after the enterprise revision.

Realising I'm the only girl.
It's true, I'm the only girl in the class for revision.

This is the art that is done by nadhir and mustaffa?

Enterprise revision was not that bad.

Quite good, faci was very nice as usually.

He's being very patience teaching us step by step.

Even though I keep huh huh huh?

Today Science was "fabulous" as usual.

Crazy.

Sorry to germin they all as we were suppose to attend the talk during our lunch break.

But I said I want to understand the problem.

So I told them don't go.

Feel quite bad lo.

Because of me, everyone did not go for the talk.

After school stayed behind suppose to have Science revision.

But this faci is different from enterprise faci.

He don't ask instead his waiting for us to ask question.

Fine so I don't give a damn to him anymore.

I sit there, on music and do my stuff.

While waiting for my friend to finish his stuff.

Got "chase" out of class.

Not really chase but there was a CE talk held in our class.

So we left the class and stay outside the classroom for awhile.

Home and was so tired and hungry that I slept on the sofa.

Woke up and eat dinner.

I'm going to bed soon again.

Tomorrow I'm not attending school for ONCE !

Maths lesson. =x

I'm really tired of school and I really need a break.

If not I will break down again.

Have been accumulating some thoughts in my brain that I have yet to think about.

It's time to rest enough and start clearing my thoughts.

Thanks for reading so far. It's long =x

xoxo,

Sinyingg =D

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10:36:00 pm

♥ Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Happy birthday to bun =x

Today zhiqing's birthday.
Didn't meet her today.
As I was rather packed with school and the timing is sort of difficult to meet.
Happy Birthday to you !!

xoxo,
Sinying =D

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10:35:00 pm

♥ Monday, August 03, 2009

another day of cognitive...

Early in the morning I injuired my thigh.
Bloody shit.
Is very very very in pain.
But after that I forgot about it as I was listening to songs.
In class I accidentally touched it and it hurts like #%&(^#$%!@
After that I massaged it and it's better.
I think tomorrow sure blue black pop pop out.
=(
Cannot wear shorts if there's blue black.
=((
I need to sleep already.
Tomorrow PROGRAMMING =((((((

xoxo,
AHH---Yingggg =D

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10:28:00 pm

♥ Sunday, August 02, 2009

pictures for the other days...

This is totally random.

But I love it.

Although is so blur as I took it from my balcony.

Zoom in real hard to get the right side.

Ah---Ying and Boma.

Like I say took quite a lot of photos on Friday.

This is only one when we were waiting for Mr Tay to get his stuff and drive his car to fetch us.
There's more than you can even think of..

Qimei, this is the two photos that you want.

It's up already.

Sorry to delay so long.

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As for today.

Out out house since 12pm.

Went to leisure mall to have lunch (McDonald)

Went to catch "Overheard" with grandpa, father, brother, sisters, sister's bf.

Mummy didn't join as she suppose to have plan.

After movie, went home to rest awhile.

Mummy didn't went out as her plan cancelled.

So we went out for shopping at Bukit Indah Jusco.

With mummy, sister, sister's bf.

Thought I will get something for myself.

But end up.....

I didn't...

I was too picky I guess.

But mummy got grandpa and brother quite a lot of shirt with me helping her to carry when she's choosing.

Every one seems to can't keep their eyes off me holding to so many clothes in my hand.

But sister got quite a few shirt too.

Which means I can wear what she bought. =P

Went to have dinner with them and so back home.

So tired.

Privating my blog when I'm about to go to bed later.

xoxo,

AHH.YING =D

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10:13:00 pm