Passion is a strong feeling or emotion. (From google.)

My passion is music.
It's already part of my life when I was young.
I love piano.
I love the notes.
I love the songs.
I love the rhythm.
S-T-O-P !
Where's all these again?
I stop my piano lesson when I was in Secondary 3.
I left all these because I wasn't born in rich family.
I chose to gave my passion up, not either one of you.
The moment there, where I was left to choose.
I always remembered.
I lied about me will not have time to practise.
I lied that I'm worried about my Secondary 4 'N' level.
When I was only in Secondary 3 !
You asked if I would want to take a break off.
I hesitate for a few minutes and I said 'YES'.
A second right after I said that, I regretted.
I know at the moment if I said 'no'
Life at home is all facing quarrels.
Who loves hearing quarrels?
Of course NOT.
I chose this so that I can stop all these.
Now, I was asked if I want to resume.
Hesitated again.
So stop right there asking myself.
Can I still be able to do all these after 3 years?
CAN I?
Will X look down on me?
Like she always do?
I don't know what I should do now.
All I'm left with is all this questions that I have to handle.