Hasn't been blogging recently. 

Since I have nothing much to blog about. 

And I'm overly affected by some things. 

So have been rather lonely these few days. 

Wanted to be alone. 

But when I'm alone, I just couldn't stop myself from thinking about you. =((

Very much reluctant to do anything but just missing you badly. 

正所谓：“日有所思，夜有所梦”

I could even dream about you. 

I have almost all vulgarities wanting to come out from my mouth the very moment I wake up from the dream. 

That's really how I hurt I was.. =( 

But I just couldn't bear to let things goes the way I want it to be. 

Again and again.... I have yet to come to a decision. 

Everything is very messed up. 

I guess I should just stick with what I feel. 

Maybe I have over reacted on what have happened. 

Never mind... I have nothing to post for my dear readers. 

Darlings out there. 

I know you girls won't be reading my blog because you girls don't have the link.

But I hope my darling A, do cheer up and seek for what you love. 

Love him then should tell him and let him know. 

If he loves you, he should change himself to be a better person. 

Or you should love him for who he is. 

But I think you won't. Because I won't too, based on what I have know about him.

So take care my dear readers....