mayb i wanna say sry to some of my frens la..
if u ppl r readin my blog,
u noe who u r..
i wasn't having a gd mood recently..
so i have lesser smile..
all the smiling today was relli fake!!
i didn't have the mood to smile at all..
today there is CCA day!!
went to sch for SC and chinese dance!!
went to SC, timing abit late..
8.04 then reach..
wanna say a big sry to grace, liying, xiiu..
make 3 of them wait for me..
rush to sch..
aft tt assign duty..
stand at the staircase...
just to greet the parents..
with "swit" smile!!
greet alot of parents..
greet till thristy and tired..
there is parents asking: r u a japanese??
my ans is no, i'm pure malaysian!!
haha..some ask r u singaporean..
oh my god..haha..
i feel tt my smile so fake..
i cannot even tolerate myself...
i wan to say to myself..
stop tt fake smile!!
I HATE MYSELF BRING FAKE SMILE ARD!!
hand pain, leggy also pain..
leggy blueblack siia..
aft duty, when help out for cd..
but didn't help much..
i didn't even ask a person to join our dance.
i have no mood at all to ask them join us..
i just sat there taking volleyball ppl de sweets..
walk ard awhile..
then finish cca display le..
help them carry table to the canteen..
so HEAVY!!
then walk to ava room frm SC meeting..
aft meeting, went to KFC,
with xiiu, grace, liying, cheesiew, wanxuan, susan..
then aft tt bought food to eat..
then karlok, yixuan join us..
then zhonghoau, fahmi, sat beside us..
they jokes alot..
yixuan show alot of ------ la..
then laugh lo..
then aft tt we go home together..
in the bus we laugh alot..
only then i laugh happily..
i go off first, while wx, cs, yx, xiiu, grace, liiying wait for susan..
cause i called my mum le..
then i went to cs, find my aunt..
she's not in..so i went down..
saw xiiu they all lo..
then they acc me wait for mum..
yx's dad come first..
i rmb his car num..
2222..haha..he didn't saw his dad come..
then i told him...hey, ur 2222 come le..
haha..then he went off..
nxt we waited and waited for verii long..
then susan, wx's car come le.
off they go..
left me, xiiu, grace, cheesiew..
they acc till my mum is there...
thk to them..
then home, see my mum..
mood change agn..
shall stoppie here la..
i wan to shout out loud loud!!
they break le..
i dun have a sun xi fu now..
but is alright..
i have her as my dars too..
will not force her to do anything la..
will let her decide herself..