♥ Friday, August 03, 2007
keep mood swing.the start of the week i didnt feel so happy.was like sad, emo-ing, happy(sometimes) to some ppl only.reason being...erm..shall not write here.keep it to myself then.finding myself weird.venting my anger at non-living abt human being problems.windows, rain, phone......more more..i even started to scold those @#$%#$@!!just throwing my attitude ard with some ppl.cause they doesnt deserve me to treat them so nicely.i learn this new thing.'The more kind you are, the more disadvantages.''People who are TOO kind, are useless people.'this two sentence just suit me.i find it no point being so nice, so kind, so good to people.they never never appreciate it.i used to bear with attitude, nonsence.but not anymore.NOW i really hate hate hate attitude and nonsence + WAITING FOR PPL!i realised i have change.really.i talk back to teacher like mr tay.shirt not tuck in, long nails, sms-ing in class, disturbing, not paying attention...and more...rihanna album: good girl gone bad.haha...yea!i'm not a good girl anyway.so it doesnt suit it.I'M A BAD GIRL!i wanted to watch harry potter, rush hour, secret.harry potter might not be watching so soon.or maybe tml..it depends.rush hour is on 18.08..secret i dunnoe when.maths, sci, poa, mt almost all sub regress.haiix..no improvement.all getting bad and bad result.there's only left with 10 MORE DAYS TO PRELIM, 30+days chinese and ss paper.59 MORE DAYS TO WRITTEN PAPER.haiix..i'm stressing nowadays.thiinking of giving up studies and just getting to work.to motivate myself to studies??i really dunnoe wat to do.now i goin to get jenn to push me very hard.we told each other we will get 3 points for N lvl.but...i know she can do it..how abt me??i dun wan the feeling of get behind my friends.in the way of result.either abt same as my friends or better than my friends.i nv feel good when i left out behind.now i know how jenn felt.FROM NOW I MUST STUDY, STUDY, STUDY.i have watch less tv then i usually does.really lesser.i used to have this schedule like back home, bath and watch tv till 10.only then see got hw, then started to chiong.but this time back home, bath and sit ard.sometime napping, then took out hw to do.then sleep.only in between time i will took a glance at the tv.SINYING YOU REALLY REALLY HAVE TO STUDY!!!!!
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