♥ Tuesday, November 18, 2008
when there's school i feel like ditching it every single day.
when there's no school i feel like leaving this house every single day.
when there's work i feel like let's not work today !
when there's no work and no school everybody is blaming me !
everything is all my fault !
yes the youngest is always right !
fine !
today i slept at 2+am !
i woke up at 5.59am !
just because of one person who need to go for school !
can i ask what's the use of alarm clock ?
set an alarm clock and let it ring for all i care ?
so i wake this person up and she went out of the room.
i THOUGHT she off the alarm clock !
then i was about to went back to sleep.
the alarm went ringing again!
i can't get back to sleep already.
I'm awake !
then this morning, i got scolded for being stupid, lazy not concerning what happen in the house.
it's just a phone that was charging since last night.
WHICH I TOTALLY HAVE NO IDEA IT WAS CHARGING SINCE YESTERDAY NIGHT !
firstly, i went to bed without the lights on, of course i didn't see anything charging.
secondly, i wasn't told that there will be a phone charging in the room !
thirdly, the person who went in the room to sleep will on the light is only her.
fourthly, i wake up i saw the phone there i thought it was being charge in the morning.
lastly, FORGET IT LAR !! ALL MY STUPIDNESS AND LAZINESS FAULT !!
because i'm stupid, because i'm in a level where people doesn't look up to.
so now i hope every single day i can work.
if i can choose between working or staying at home.
i would prefer to choose to work everyday than staying at home, as i can get money, i don't have to stay at home, i don't have to face every problem in the house, because it's always my fault that counts.
i really don't know what i have done that you people can so hate me ?
where's the real happiness ?
why other families can live so happily and harmony together?
i believe different families have different problems faced
but how come i always to one to be blame at ?
fine ! you people go happy happy for all i care.
to grant your people wish i shall stay as unhappy and pretentious !
i heard you people pray for that to happen right ?
can't wait to see ?
no picture to go along this post.
i have got no mood !
i really wonder how pretentious i can be ?
according to a research, i heard from 883.
they said if you are a happy person, in a week you watch less than 20 hours.
if you are an unhappy person, in a week you can watch average 25 hours !
oh yesh ! i think i totally agreed !!
I'm to apologized this is a bad post,
Sinying =(
♥ My World My Space
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