Today did a stupid essay on taboo.
It's f*** it hell difficult.
I don't know how to do.
Neither do my partner Melissa know.
At first I chose to do on BreadTalk founder Mr George Quek.
But Claire one of the two lectures say it's not interesting.
So she asked us to do on Taboo.
Don't know what's taboo about ?
Check it online yourself.
So I got f***ed up with this stupid thing.
I felt so helpless.
I asked Claire for help.
She told me think !
Use your brain and think !
Then I think and think and think and think !
But I can't think of anything !
Neither do my partner can think !
So I asked for Claire to help again.
She came over and said think use your brain and think !
WTH is wrong with her ?
If I can think why bother asking her then ?
Tell me lar ?!
So I got really fed up and decided to type whatever I can.
Then the other lecturer Ivan Oh said unless we have check your essay if it's okay the pairs can go for their break.
I know ours will not be okay because is full of nonsense and rubbish !
So I was very very fed up so I lie on the table to think.
But I just can't get a single thing !
Then I don't know why I start tearing.
So I kept quiet sitting there.
Claire came over to look at our essay.
She say is not okay, so I asked her so what can we do ?
What amendments we should make.
She told me use your brains to think !
OH I really got really fed up and I don't care anymore.
Then i start tearing again.
Thanks friends for being there.
Trying to console me and stuff.
After calming myself down.
My good friend got me a can of Nescafe Mocha.
HaHaHaHa.
He didn't know after I drink coffee I will be sleepy.
But I still drank it.
But I really do appreciate it.
Thanks =)
My partner Melissa asked my another 2 friends to get me mashed potato.
She got me 2 cup of mashed potatoes.
I also appreciate it.
Sorry didn't go for lunch break and made you friends suffered with me.
I seriously didn't want to cry in front of you all.
But I still did.
I just wanted to apologised and thanks all of you !
I'm okay already.
Don't worry =)

And I got my belated Valentine's breakfast on this Monday !
It's sushi and it's yummy.
Must thanks my friend for that =D

I just realised I'm may be strong in the outside, fragile and vulnerable heart inside !
So many years I didn't cried in front of people !
Today I broke that record.
Nothing to be proud of. =(