Guess what my title means?
Is it obvious?
When I was on the way home today.
I came to think of a lot of things because of the music that is playing in my ears.
Not only the music that is playing, is what I'm observing around me and what I feel.
I miss my past, stuck with present, not looking forward to future.
I think my life is _____...
Can't find a word to describe currently.

I saw a very big group of primary students charging towards my direction.
Not like they are going to kill me or what.
But they want to "win" their friends to pass the custom first.
It reminds me of my primary school times.
Where there is a lot of things is happening...
Life is more carefree, less trouble, less involvement.
Doesn't have to be careful in how they speak and what they speak.
Maybe yes, but kids are pure like a piece of white paper.
It's their parents, friends, relatives, teachers.....etc.
Basically, the people around them are the one that filled up this blank paper.
What I miss about my primary school is those days in the basketball courts.....etc.
Those of my lao di fang is really being missed a lot.
Basketball court is where my life started to change.
Canteen and classroom is the other two places that I used to hang out with my good friend.
I think between polytechnic life, secondary school life and primary school life.
I will choose primary school life.
Where it is so free so free so free....

Secondary school is having more and more changes that I myself couldn't control the change.
I realised I have changed so much so much....
Realised that I lost my oneself.
Where is the originality?
I know that I have to move on with life.
That's why I am here.
I have moved on.. But this present is really tiring me.
I need to move on in life again.
How long can I persist?

*Do I sounds emo?
Hopefully not.
That's what came to my mind for that 10 mins walk with "I will never break your heart" playing as the first song.
I'm going off to sleep.
It's like 11.01pm already la.
byebye..
Nights reader =D